D.C Flow

It is exactly 10:55 and I'm in the computer room at the hotel. MAdd bored. Well here is the story.

Me and my mom going to the inauguration of Barack Obama. Yay! Did he just say yay (Inny) Anyway...

We took this long behind bus ride and barely ate. I'm on a bus full of people I don't even know. But I'm going to make the best of it.

Tomorrow I will be witnessing history in the making.

I Need A Time Machine

Sometimes..
I just think to myself like why.
Why did I do this that way.
Or why did I do that this way.

Think would life be different if I changed something I've done before.
And if I changed it would it make my life better or worst.

Many of the actions that took place in my life I wish I could take back.
I look at some of my friends lives and wish they didn't make the decisions they made.

I don't know why I care so much.
I guess I care about how my life turns out.

When I think about these things I get depressed -_-
Even if it has nothing to do with me.

I guess its just me being a teenager and going through the things we do.
The teenager life is high and low at the same time.

Ignorance is bliss.
But knowledge is power.
From my experience with that power comes depression.

Either way if ignorant or intelligent, YOU WILL GET HURT.
GOD put DRUGS, ALCOHOL, and MARIJUANA here to numb the pain.

Use when necessary.

Hustler Musik - Lil Wayne

My Bros

The people I keep around me hold me down through everything.
I got this friend JRev.

I knew him since first grade. And we been cool ever since.
Must have been a reason it lasted so long right?

He speaks the truth about everything. Especially relationships.
I dont know why I dont listen to him. Maybe i Should.

I read this blog he wrote and I quote "There's no reason why dudes should be in love cause usually bitches fuck with their heads in the end.... its fucked up like walking in on your parents having rough rough sex but your mom is mad fat so you only see your dad's leg."

I'm Feeling like that now bro.

Then there is Curt lite. The first day I met him I knew was going to be cool. Great Minds think alike. Our sense of humors be linked.

But he also knows when to get down to business.
And for that he is kind of a role model to me.
Good looking out Curt.

Last but not least..
My homie john. What ever it is no matter what he got my back.

Even if it's punching a mexican twice in the head for me to take his phone because I didn't have 1 at the time lol.

Lets not go into details with that but yea.

These are the guys that nobodi can sub in for.
Even if we are winning by 72 in a off season game lol.

Fcuk Bxtches Get Money

Hola..
You ever have one of those days where everything is feeling good...
Until that 1 thing Fcuks it all up..

Thats the type of day im having.
And I'm at the fcuked up end of the day.

Sometimes You just should lie.
Learn when to lie
Helps a whole lot in the long run.

Oh and 1 more thing..
Never mind the song speaks for its self

Get Money (feat. Junior M.A.F.I.A.) - The Notorious B.I.G.

Can we get it Jankin Please??

Once upon a time... There was this girl. She is very beautiful and intelligent. She slams doors in my face and hits me. I make things to eat for her and she doesn't eat it. All she wants is juice and movies.

She tells me she can dance and she went to dance school but she has never danced with me. I have never even seen her dance before. I tell her im going to workout and one day strip for her but she says no. LMAO i asked her would she strip for me she says yes. BUT remember we have never dance and i havent seen her dance. I don't know. Somebody fill me in....


I HAVE ONE QUESTION.

Can we Pleaseeeee get it jankin??

hehe ^_^ like A B0_ogie

Dreaming... I fell asleep beneath the flowers.

I had this amazing dream last night. It was about the relationship with me and my parents. Here is the setting. Me in the house minding my business, on the computer, nice day outside, I'm about the same age as now. I wasn't having a perfect day but nothing was bothering me. My dad walks in and he says to me. "Why are you downloading music on my computer". "That's why i didn't want to bring my computer here anyway". Yes he does not live with me. So I try to explain to him I'm not downloading anything. He doesn't listen. So previous to this i made myself an icy. Yea i know little kids do that but its just a dream lol. Anyway.. He comes over looking in my cup like why you got liquor. He says "Oh so now you drinking too huh??". I try to explain to him I got the drink out the Hawaiian punch container and put it in the freezer. Now my father gets hostile and he walks towards me like he is getting ready to do something gritty. Meaning doing something that he isn't supposed to. Like throwing a punch. So he says " Let me see the drink and....". I don't remember exactly what he said but I know he was getting ready to do something I wasn't going to like. So I stand up and I'm about to hand him the drink. Need you know my mom is witnessing all of this. I can see my father is going to do something and I just explode. I say " Fcuk that shit man" and splash all the drink in his face and throw the cup at him. I pull my pants up like I'm going to hit him but walk away down my back stairs. He is following me to try and get me but I'm walking too fast. I"m spazzing out shouting stuff out like "I'm tired of this shit" "You too fcuking aggressive yo" "I dont give a fcuk nomore" and " Aint nobody scare of ya ass nomore". I get outside and he is at an open window. My mom is yelling and screaming." Why are you guys always having these effin wars" He gets to the window climbs out and he says " If i really wanted to hurt you, you would be dead. When he said that my back was turned to him and i was walking away with him trying to get me. I got this feeling like i had to show him I'm not no little boy anymore. I stop and said " Fcuk You!! I Aint scared of you nigga" "So what up then". I squared up with him pulling my jeans up giving him a look like who do you think you are.
This is where it ends before anybody gets hurt.
I wake up to a text message. You make your own conclusion what happened.

Like A Virgin

Well Well Well.. Where do I begin. I'm new to this whole blogging thing but i guess it will work out. I just noticed this will help me in further life. Yes i am random. My name is Chris I'm old enough and you can catch me anywhere. Meaning I travel alot. I have been to every state on the east side of coastal U.S.A from New York and south. I have also been to Jamaica. It was my parents honey moon. I know I wasn't supposed to be there. Wasn't my decision so hey.
I reside in a small crumby hole of a city in New York called Poughkeepsie. Where the gangsters aren't so Gangsta. "You got statements in the hood". And the "good kids" aren't so good. "I cant believe they did something like that". So much happens in this small place your probably being talking about as I speak lol. I love basketball,friends,music,fashion, and the good times. If I didn't have those things in my life I probably would have killed you already lol. Maybe i ran out of bullets but hey who knows. I make people laugh. That's just how i am. Even through the worst times I keep my sense of humor. I have to. Since i was 12 my life has been taking a downward plunge. I keep my head up and move through the darkness looking for the light switch. Lately i have been getting into activities that I thought were the light but they were just sparks. They wont compare to the star I'm going to find within myself. Yes I'm creative. Im not sure what else to say so gotta to let the Blog cry lol.

This is me.