=O

Sorry I havent been writing... been busy.. i will have a few wen i get my thoughts together
Lata

Fact: parents jus dont understand...

Chillin in JRev cribb thinkin on if imma be able to get this phone if we get to the mall
Hopefully it wont be a long process to get the phone
GHETTO GAG!! lol

In summer skool.. Wondering what im goin to do today.. I hope i get to go to the mall and get my fone.. Fotune cookie got me sad.. Im not gonna sweat it tho..

Fact: In life, if you dont learn then history will repeat itself..



I honestly can say I learned from my mistakes...

Long Day Ahead of Me

I have alot of stuff to do today.. I feel like I'm going to be very busy.. Woke up early from 3 hours of sleep and couldn't go back to sleep. already broke a sweat doing some thing for my mom... Sometimes she makes me feel like a tool smh.. Thats nothing new tho.. Gotta go to summer school.. After my two sessions I have to go to the DMV.. Then depending on how things go i would like to go out and eat... Woke up with this badd feeling in my stomach..

Well since i have so much to do i guess i will come back and update on my Long Day...

I Be On The Low??

Lately people been asking me..

Where you been at??
Why I don't see you anymore??
Where go after summer school??

Well my answer always is..

Ive been staying indoors because there isn't anything productive to do in this town I reside in...

I don't want to be outside just to be outside.. Unless its that nice of a day..
For all those who are like ooohhh I haven't heard from you in madd long...

Don't front..

You can hit me up on all the many social networking websites because im on most on the time...

(My cell phone is back on too..)

But yea haven't been writing because I have nothing to say lol..

This is the last day of me doing "Nothing"

From now on its either...

1. Ballin - Any court .. Don't matter
2. Chillin w/ C.Marie - Self explanitory
3. Party - I hope every 1 I got to is LIVE !!!
4. O.T - Tired of wack ass Poughkeepsie
5. Getting Money - Legally.. Smh

Catch me if you can =P

Werid Dream =X

Oh you thought i was gonna talk about my dream?

Nah dont feel like it.. Im going to have a good day today.

Dreams are signs i think. idk but i dont have anything else to write.

Late Night =)

All I will say is.... I keep my promises...

^_^

Fathers Day =X

Well im goin to the movies again with my father.
Yesterday we went to go see The Hangover.
Funniest movie i seen all year hands up please?
Anyway we spendin time again today...
I wonder what we are doin besides the movies.
Hope we go to Dave and Busters like last year.

Happy Fathers Day to all that Take care of they Children =X

KnockemDeadMala

Well this morning i woke up and got on aim. A friend of mine has a status that says: Close your eyes. Bite your lips. and pretend like your rollin dice =D. She tells me she does this every nite with her family before she goes to sleep. I thought it was something like praying. BUT ... its not. LMAO jk she doesnt do that but i bet all of you that read it jus did lol.

New Day =P

Havent blogged in a while. Guess i gotta catch guys up with everything right??

NOT !!

But I will tell you a few things =P.

Hmmmmm lets start with this so called "Punishment" lol. I have been on punishment for doing something without permission. If you want to kno so badd jus ask because im not jus putting my business out on the blogg world lol. But im taking responisbility for it so yea. Im still locked up.

Uhh still with Cee money baggs...

She knows who she is. All others keep walkin down the street. In general.

R.I.P IZ THE WIZ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QT-uFgjyBtE

Yes im into graffiti. I used to draw alot but jus fell off. Might start that baq up.

Before I noticed that i've been gettin upset alot.

No more lol i guess its cuz i tend not to care. but who does???.

Summer time jus hit and im going to hit it right back lol.

Pce. =P

Sh{x}t Happens

Life is crazy.

Things happen that you never thought you would see in your life.

Then again.

Life is full of surprises and it always reminds you of that.

Anything goes.

No rules and regulations everything is fair.

So don't.

Care about what people say or do to hurt you because if its negative its irrelevant.

Never think.

About quitting anything or backing down from anyone because you can overcome anything.

Best Believe.

It will definitely make you a better & stronger person in the long run so don't even sweat it kidd.

Home Sick :-(

As I sit here in my living room playing the UFC demo on Xbox 360 I think about my life and where I will be in a few years. Tweetz blowing my phone up. Being sick isn't all that bad to me. It gives me time to rest and think about the future. It also lets me have my alone time. No I dont have the Swine flu. This Swine flu is taking over the planet. Fcuk terrorism we hittin niggas with the Swine Flu LMAO ^_^. Swine flu got its own song now -_-. Keri Hilson - Knock you down, hardest song out lol. Might not be but its just something I like to say. Moving on to sports. Lebron james got MVP !!! Sorry D Wade fans. Blame it on the At At At At Atlanta Hawks. Educational grind is in progress. Haven't been on myspace if you been trying to contact me on there. Idk just NOT THAT IMPORTANT. Well I'm flying off to NASA. Later Bloggers

Party was LIVE !!!

So last night the intrigue party was off the hook.

IN THE WORST WAY POSSIBLE !!!!

I know its teen night and I'm a teenager but it felt like little ass kids in there.

Maybe I feel that way because I'm maturing but i wish it wasn't so fast.

Now I feel i have to try and get into older parties so I don't feel like an uncle or grandfather in the club lol.

I Want My Money Back !!!

At least I got to spend a few more hours with me love ^_^

Worst Night of My Life

-_- Last night was the worst night of my life -_-
-_- I never felt that way before -_-

-_- Dont ask wtf is wrong mind your fcukin business -_-
-_- I get upset even talking about it -_-

-_- So i wont -_-
-_- Bye -_-

Road Trip

YESSSS !!!

Finally a road trip. Haven't been on one in so long.
Like 08 shit lol.
Anyway you wanna know where im going right?

First we are going to White Plains then Yonkers.
Shopping is what we do then come back to dee crumb hole.

Maybe Dutchess after.
Oh yea.
Yes Lately I have been going to Dutchess Community College and NO I dont go there.
Why you ask?
My Girlfriend goes there ^_^
She invited me
Me and her have lots fun cuttin ass on the kids with no lives lol
Her friends is cool peeps.
So yea.
Maybe next blog will be on Dutchess with pics included
I will come Back and update with pics.
Later.....

Guitar Hero

I have been spending alot of my time playing video games instead of being out in the streets doing who knows what. I try to stay out of trouble and this is one of my methods for doing so.
So if I dont answer your supposedly very important chain letter or text message.
This is what I'm doing.
If I'm online on aim and your instant messages are not getting responded to.
This is what I'm doing.
Trying to hit me up on Myspace and you told Tom to delete me because I'm not responding to your comments or messages..
This is what I'm doing

Guitar Hero is dee Best !!!
period.

Recap

Over the past few months I've been havin fun.
But from Monday to...
I have to be on my educational grind.
Supposedly from now on determines the rest of my life but..
I JUS DONT SEE IT BRO !!!!

Lately things have been getting hostile in this crumb hole Poughkeepsie I have to call home. For now... People getting jumped, robbed,knocked out,shot,stabbed, and locked up. But I guess this happens in all small inner citys where their goverments has no control. Well the goverment doesnt have control anywhere but hey they need to step they game up. Imma let it slide because now My President is Black.

As I sit here and chat with my friend Curt Lite I wonder if everything will turn out alright. Because....

• I live for today and hope for tomorrow.|Drizzy flow|
  
• "Idgaf about you or your weak crew".|Biggie|
• It's me and her Fcuk the world.|Millie|
• I party like it's 1999.|Gears of war 2|
• And I think better when I'm not sober.|Drake|

Maybe when I'm older I will look back at my life and say I should have worked more than I played like my elders tell me I would but who are they. Just humans. Regular humans from planet Earth. Not some perfect beings that had a pefect life with no flaws. Same humans that was doing the same shit I was doing only a few years before present day. Some advice they give -_-

Mi amor

Well there is this wonderful young woman im glad to call my girlfriend..
She dee best..
Me dee best..
We dee best..

I like her...
No I love her...

Correction: Im in Love with her...

I say Blah
She say Blah Blah

We weird ..
And?? Problem??

When I say dreamgirls flow this is what I mean..
Hola Tigger ^_^

When I First Saw You - Beyoncé,Jamie Foxx,Dreamgirls (Motion Picture Soundtrack)

Front Row Seats

Yooooo that was beeeaaast lol.
So me and my Bro J Rev walkin to the library after he tackle some rasta girl lol.

Right before we hit the corner to get to the hallway from lunch.
We get involuntary front row seats to a fight.

We were as close as you are to yur computer now lol.
Rasta boy hits skinny jeans on some soft shit.

Hit him from behind with a running start and it didnt do no damage lol.
J Rev thought he was in the fight we was so close lol.

Well I have a 2hour delay....

Im jumpin in the shower ..
L8tr H8tr

Study Hall

There is this thing my mom made up at my house..

Homework time from 3-5..
So that is what im doing right now...

I'm almost done and got plans after...
Maybe the game, maybe liqz..

I wonder which activity I'm going to choose to participate in..

Blame It (Remix) - Jamie Foxx feat Yung Joc & T-Pain

D.C Flow

It is exactly 10:55 and I'm in the computer room at the hotel. MAdd bored. Well here is the story.

Me and my mom going to the inauguration of Barack Obama. Yay! Did he just say yay (Inny) Anyway...

We took this long behind bus ride and barely ate. I'm on a bus full of people I don't even know. But I'm going to make the best of it.

Tomorrow I will be witnessing history in the making.

I Need A Time Machine

Sometimes..
I just think to myself like why.
Why did I do this that way.
Or why did I do that this way.

Think would life be different if I changed something I've done before.
And if I changed it would it make my life better or worst.

Many of the actions that took place in my life I wish I could take back.
I look at some of my friends lives and wish they didn't make the decisions they made.

I don't know why I care so much.
I guess I care about how my life turns out.

When I think about these things I get depressed -_-
Even if it has nothing to do with me.

I guess its just me being a teenager and going through the things we do.
The teenager life is high and low at the same time.

Ignorance is bliss.
But knowledge is power.
From my experience with that power comes depression.

Either way if ignorant or intelligent, YOU WILL GET HURT.
GOD put DRUGS, ALCOHOL, and MARIJUANA here to numb the pain.

Use when necessary.

Hustler Musik - Lil Wayne

My Bros

The people I keep around me hold me down through everything.
I got this friend JRev.

I knew him since first grade. And we been cool ever since.
Must have been a reason it lasted so long right?

He speaks the truth about everything. Especially relationships.
I dont know why I dont listen to him. Maybe i Should.

I read this blog he wrote and I quote "There's no reason why dudes should be in love cause usually bitches fuck with their heads in the end.... its fucked up like walking in on your parents having rough rough sex but your mom is mad fat so you only see your dad's leg."

I'm Feeling like that now bro.

Then there is Curt lite. The first day I met him I knew was going to be cool. Great Minds think alike. Our sense of humors be linked.

But he also knows when to get down to business.
And for that he is kind of a role model to me.
Good looking out Curt.

Last but not least..
My homie john. What ever it is no matter what he got my back.

Even if it's punching a mexican twice in the head for me to take his phone because I didn't have 1 at the time lol.

Lets not go into details with that but yea.

These are the guys that nobodi can sub in for.
Even if we are winning by 72 in a off season game lol.

Fcuk Bxtches Get Money

Hola..
You ever have one of those days where everything is feeling good...
Until that 1 thing Fcuks it all up..

Thats the type of day im having.
And I'm at the fcuked up end of the day.

Sometimes You just should lie.
Learn when to lie
Helps a whole lot in the long run.

Oh and 1 more thing..
Never mind the song speaks for its self

Get Money (feat. Junior M.A.F.I.A.) - The Notorious B.I.G.

Can we get it Jankin Please??

Once upon a time... There was this girl. She is very beautiful and intelligent. She slams doors in my face and hits me. I make things to eat for her and she doesn't eat it. All she wants is juice and movies.

She tells me she can dance and she went to dance school but she has never danced with me. I have never even seen her dance before. I tell her im going to workout and one day strip for her but she says no. LMAO i asked her would she strip for me she says yes. BUT remember we have never dance and i havent seen her dance. I don't know. Somebody fill me in....


I HAVE ONE QUESTION.

Can we Pleaseeeee get it jankin??

hehe ^_^ like A B0_ogie

Dreaming... I fell asleep beneath the flowers.

I had this amazing dream last night. It was about the relationship with me and my parents. Here is the setting. Me in the house minding my business, on the computer, nice day outside, I'm about the same age as now. I wasn't having a perfect day but nothing was bothering me. My dad walks in and he says to me. "Why are you downloading music on my computer". "That's why i didn't want to bring my computer here anyway". Yes he does not live with me. So I try to explain to him I'm not downloading anything. He doesn't listen. So previous to this i made myself an icy. Yea i know little kids do that but its just a dream lol. Anyway.. He comes over looking in my cup like why you got liquor. He says "Oh so now you drinking too huh??". I try to explain to him I got the drink out the Hawaiian punch container and put it in the freezer. Now my father gets hostile and he walks towards me like he is getting ready to do something gritty. Meaning doing something that he isn't supposed to. Like throwing a punch. So he says " Let me see the drink and....". I don't remember exactly what he said but I know he was getting ready to do something I wasn't going to like. So I stand up and I'm about to hand him the drink. Need you know my mom is witnessing all of this. I can see my father is going to do something and I just explode. I say " Fcuk that shit man" and splash all the drink in his face and throw the cup at him. I pull my pants up like I'm going to hit him but walk away down my back stairs. He is following me to try and get me but I'm walking too fast. I"m spazzing out shouting stuff out like "I'm tired of this shit" "You too fcuking aggressive yo" "I dont give a fcuk nomore" and " Aint nobody scare of ya ass nomore". I get outside and he is at an open window. My mom is yelling and screaming." Why are you guys always having these effin wars" He gets to the window climbs out and he says " If i really wanted to hurt you, you would be dead. When he said that my back was turned to him and i was walking away with him trying to get me. I got this feeling like i had to show him I'm not no little boy anymore. I stop and said " Fcuk You!! I Aint scared of you nigga" "So what up then". I squared up with him pulling my jeans up giving him a look like who do you think you are.
This is where it ends before anybody gets hurt.
I wake up to a text message. You make your own conclusion what happened.

Like A Virgin

Well Well Well.. Where do I begin. I'm new to this whole blogging thing but i guess it will work out. I just noticed this will help me in further life. Yes i am random. My name is Chris I'm old enough and you can catch me anywhere. Meaning I travel alot. I have been to every state on the east side of coastal U.S.A from New York and south. I have also been to Jamaica. It was my parents honey moon. I know I wasn't supposed to be there. Wasn't my decision so hey.
I reside in a small crumby hole of a city in New York called Poughkeepsie. Where the gangsters aren't so Gangsta. "You got statements in the hood". And the "good kids" aren't so good. "I cant believe they did something like that". So much happens in this small place your probably being talking about as I speak lol. I love basketball,friends,music,fashion, and the good times. If I didn't have those things in my life I probably would have killed you already lol. Maybe i ran out of bullets but hey who knows. I make people laugh. That's just how i am. Even through the worst times I keep my sense of humor. I have to. Since i was 12 my life has been taking a downward plunge. I keep my head up and move through the darkness looking for the light switch. Lately i have been getting into activities that I thought were the light but they were just sparks. They wont compare to the star I'm going to find within myself. Yes I'm creative. Im not sure what else to say so gotta to let the Blog cry lol.

This is me.