I had this amazing dream last night. It was about the relationship with me and my parents. Here is the setting. Me in the house minding my business, on the computer, nice day outside, I'm about the same age as now. I wasn't having a perfect day but nothing was bothering me. My dad walks in and he says to me. "Why are you downloading music on my computer". "That's why i didn't want to bring my computer here anyway". Yes he does not live with me. So I try to explain to him I'm not downloading anything. He doesn't listen. So previous to this i made myself an icy. Yea i know little kids do that but its just a dream lol. Anyway.. He comes over looking in my cup like why you got liquor. He says "Oh so now you drinking too huh??". I try to explain to him I got the drink out the Hawaiian punch container and put it in the freezer. Now my father gets hostile and he walks towards me like he is getting ready to do something gritty. Meaning doing something that he isn't supposed to. Like throwing a punch. So he says " Let me see the drink and....". I don't remember exactly what he said but I know he was getting ready to do something I wasn't going to like. So I stand up and I'm about to hand him the drink. Need you know my mom is witnessing all of this. I can see my father is going to do something and I just explode. I say " Fcuk that shit man" and splash all the drink in his face and throw the cup at him. I pull my pants up like I'm going to hit him but walk away down my back stairs. He is following me to try and get me but I'm walking too fast. I"m spazzing out shouting stuff out like "I'm tired of this shit" "You too fcuking aggressive yo" "I dont give a fcuk nomore" and " Aint nobody scare of ya ass nomore". I get outside and he is at an open window. My mom is yelling and screaming." Why are you guys always having these effin wars" He gets to the window climbs out and he says " If i really wanted to hurt you, you would be dead. When he said that my back was turned to him and i was walking away with him trying to get me. I got this feeling like i had to show him I'm not no little boy anymore. I stop and said " Fcuk You!! I Aint scared of you nigga" "So what up then". I squared up with him pulling my jeans up giving him a look like who do you think you are.
This is where it ends before anybody gets hurt.
I wake up to a text message. You make your own conclusion what happened.
This is where it ends before anybody gets hurt.
I wake up to a text message. You make your own conclusion what happened.
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